Its Been Awhile….

I’ve been having every feeling ever known to man, rapid fire, today. I know its a lot of things, the (almost full) moon, the geomagnetic storms, the opening up for, and being opened up by, my Reiki training over the past weekend. But today has been one of those days on this journey when I’ve […]

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“Hold Onto Love, That Is What I Do, Now That I’ve Found You…*” (RIP Dolores O’Riordan)

Not a week ago a (beloved) creative soul and I were having a conversation about how music is, in a manner of speaking, a time machine. While the words I received in this conversation were likely much more eloquent, they reminded me of something I had written when Prince passed away, as a sort of […]

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“…There’s A Feeling I Get When I Look to the West (and East) and My Spirit Is Crying for Leaving…”

In the last couple of months filled with exhaustion and awesomeness, (which in part brought said exhaustion) there has been the constant ache to write, and the words always lingering, asking to be (said) or written or something. But almost every time I sat to write, no matter time of day, the exhaustion won, and […]

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For Chester, For Me, For You

There's a thousand places, (to match the thousand pieces of my broken heart) where I want to start this writing, but I'm so fucking mad, and sad, so so sad, that THESE THINGS about which I must write (or be crippled by the confusion, and pain) are things at all, that words come to me […]

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“…I’m a (wo)man whose tragedies have been replaced, with memories tattooed upon my soul…”

Because I'm deep in the depths of my other writing, my writing to, and about, Chester, and cancer, but my thoughts, and heart, betray me so often I can't focus, there is this. Other thoughts that aren't those. They are all here, HERE, in my soul and my fingertips, the words I want to finish,  […]

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“…Remember You’re Loved, and You Always Will Be, this Melody Will Bring You Right Back Home…”

There are words. So many words. But exhaustion, emotional and physical, keep me from finishing what I’m trying to say to work through this fucked moment in time. Not that it will fix anything or even help anything to make sense.   Meanwhile, I need to say, you matter. You are important. You are needed. […]

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Clairvoyant Skies

“…We are standing on the edge of a choice, And waiting for a voice, Is it destiny that pushes us this far?…” (Don’t know what lead me here, to listen to this song, this morning, with rainy skies outside my window. This is one of the first bands I worked with in Arizona. And Ive […]

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